thank you!

I had you unexpectedly and in an unusual way for me. i tried to look the bad in you at first so i could not give anything more than friendship. time flew so fast and i was slowly opening my soul to you. i had loved once and failed. it torn me apart and you found me while i was still picking up the pieces. and inspite of those things i was looking at first, i found an angel. you were my knight and shining armor without you knowing. you made me feel worth loving when i felt i was not worthy to be loved by any man. i never asked you to be my superman, but you became one even in your sloppiest and funniest way. you kept kissing my forehead and it made me feel more loved when i thought there could be nothing sweeter than the lips. the way you hold my hands made me feel like a baby who just learned walking. those hands guided me in the right direction. the day, you introduced me to your God, I was sorry for abandoning my God. that is why i always want you to go to church with me because I am thankful to Him for giving you to me. Just like Abraham who offered Isaac, i also offer you to Him. even if you say i don’t have a pretty face a thousand times, yet i feel i am the most beautiful woman. even if we walk a lot or just ride a jeepney, i feel riding in a magic carpet with you. i could not feel that my feet were already tired. due to my poor memory, you patiently keep on reminding me that we have each other. that is why everyday i always recall day one until the present because you are one wonderful memory i don’t want to forget. until the day came when i was afraid to close my eyes. and up to now…i am afraid that when i open my eyes, i might not see you.. before you came, i felt i was doomed to a life full of loneliness. you brought a pocket full of sunshine. then you took me to your secret place full of dreams and hopes. i took a deep breath and felt my heart beating…you taught me how to love again when i thought loving was part of the many memories i lost. now comes the hardest part, losing you. whatever it takes, i will always be thankful to you for being a part of my life, for being a passenger in my bus, for being my guide on my journey, for being my shelter, and for being you… words are not even enough to say how much i love you.