on my way to my greatest journey

Two months have passed since my last post. You, readers, might be saying I am busy with school. Yeah, I was excited to attend class, but I withdrew. It is because I'm on my way to my greatest journey, motherhood. To my surprise, I had a positive pregnancy test two days after I enrolled. Anna was there. She assisted me because I didn't know what to do. My paranoia attacked me. I was still in denial though I repeated the test after a week. I went to see a doctor and she wanted me to have an ultrasound. On the day I had my first ultrasound, my heart was beating fast. I don't like hospitals. I don't like tests. I didn't have other way of knowing or assuring myself unless I would try my first. I saw him/her. I heard his/her first heartbeat. My heart melted like ice cream and blood was rushing all over my body. All I wanted was to cry. It is not because I can't attend classes anymore, but because I was overjoyed. Now, I can feel him/her everyday. With all the things, I have been going through, I only got one reason to live...to dream...to be strong...to remain healthy. I will soon have my baby. This is the most beautiful blessing God has given to me. I promise that I will raise children who will please Him.